Somethings hit me hard...

It has been 2 weeks...since my last post...

That's because it took me a while to think about a few things, and the fact that it has been a momentous 14 days, so I needed to reflect on what I am doing, and I just realised how how these things have been on me.

The 26th MC Internals was momentous in a big way for me, because it signified that whatever happened in the elections, the 25th MC will be in existence for only 1 more week, and the fate of the club for the next year lies in the hands of the 26th...to add to the equation, 2 people had already dropped out, in which i personally think that is very disheartening given that there were very few seniors, and now only 3 remain...

The elections was far more peculiar than any election that I have seen, with a lot of NCV (i will not tell what that is,), a few contested positions for slots that I don't think can ever get contested (NUSSU included), and they did, including mine, and the whole process ended at around 3.30 am. I was personally not happy at the way the nominees for my post campaigned for it, for they both wanted me to help out largely in their cell. Hey, so much for potential leadership for these 2. In the end, one triumphed, and by what I have already promised, I have to help, and seemingly, my fate to Arts club does not end with the 25th. At least not for now.

Something did strike me that the freshies in the 26th MC did not really know what they were running for, and how are they going to work about their new job scopes. To add on to the story, it seems that there were a lot of people in my MC who were against Hock running for President, in which he got it after a contest. But i openly supported him because I know him well, and while admitting that there are new problems that he is going to handle both internal and external, and both are of urgent priorities, I know that he is the only man who can do the job. No one else can do that. The same cannot be said for my successor though, but I will do my very best to help out.

Cos this is the place where I started from, and I am obliged to give something back to it.

Fast forward to 10 days later, and the AGM. This was the day where I was waiting for...the day which I gave my report on what I have achieved since the whole academic year. That's where I found my report to be an amended version, and a very sudden one, which my last 3 points were cut off. Just like that.

I will never forgive the person who edited my report, because she is making a mockery of what I have done. I have done given my 110% for this place, and this is what I get in return?

Seriously, by the time you read this, my friend, I may do something about this, and I will make sure that she will live with that mistake for the rest of the time that she is still here. I am truly disappointed that this has to happen, but it must be done. It will be subtle, but the aim of itnwill still be achieved. That she must exercise responsibility for whatever she does, and she cannot get away scot free just like that. People like her are what pisses me off the most.

Still, back to the issue...AGM took a rather long time to conclude, but when it was over, something larger had hit me in my mind. The 25th MC had ceased to exist. Just like that.

A year has passed since the day the last AGM came...and I guessed I have matured a lot more...I know better how this place operates now, and I have decided that my time has come and gone for me. How people will remember and judge me as a person in both work and personally is up to them, for I have totally nothing to hide.

I work and leave this place with my character and dignity intact.

Now all my efforts are on just 3 things: studies, PSSOC, and catching up with friends that I have lost touch with since I started work in the 25th one year ago...