Reflections...

Been busy since last post...so I did not really post anything for last few times...but anyway, just to reflect one a few things:

1) Harvard stuff - I am now working on my position paper. Although it looks easy in the first place, it actually becomes very hard, all because of the fact that I have to devise a policy for a nation that is only 5 years old! Hmmph...let me think something for that really asap... All I can say is that I will get it done in the next 2 days. Period.

2) Results - Not as good as I wanted, but I know that that it could be a lot more worse. In all, I know what must be done to try to readjust my standing so that I am in better stead come FOP in 6 months time.

3) Society stuff - Just have had multiple talks with Thomas, Chuin, Angela and Jon...a lot of work needs to be cleared up in a short time..including accounts, events and stuff, so I am definitely occupied in the next 3 months at least per se. Not forgetting the chalet on 5/1...cannot forget...

4) Arts club - Every time I think of this, I just get more depressed. Because now that Rag is in the hands of a freshie who has no idea about rag, I have more doubts about her more than anything else. I salute her enthusiasm for taking on a project that needs a lot more tenacity and willpower, but I also think of the implications now that Jingyi is doing it. After all, if an O weeker like her can do a good rag, where does that leave Rag in the the mentality of Raggers? What about future MCs and their opinion about Rag and O week in the future? It looks like things do not look as good, but it is out of my hands anyway. Sorry to all raggers, but I cannot take up because I cannot be selfish and leave PS Soc alone. It's just not right. But I will do my best anyway...guranteed.

5) Personal - Love life is not getting anywhere...family relations are getting strained. Now that my bro's getting engaged later today, I will look so out of place...imagine what others will say when my bros have girlfriends and I do not even come close to getting one...haiz. Will see that I can do for myself to sort things out, as usual, I am the one relied to stay at home now that my brothers keep going out partly due to being attached...

Finally...

Resolutions!

I usually look forward to setting new goals, but not this time round...because this time round I have to reflect a lot more...see what I can achieve and how can I get them done...me not getting younger already. Have to set some things straight.

Wherever you are, Merry Christmas 2005 and an advanced Happy New Year 2006!