As I learn today that as a famous Taiwanese actress was being cremated after dying young because of an accident...it struck me hard on one important moral of the story:
Life's short, treasure it and that means do the things that you need to do and make you happy. Because when death does come to you, you should not regret anything - really.
I apologise for that it is a very pessimistic comment, but this always rings true. Why is that friends always say a lot of times that their loved ones always regret on their deathbeds? I do not want that to happen to me when it is my time - goodness, so pessimistic already before I even reach my 1/4 of life...sighz
Good news first this time - Liverpool did beat Chelsea last time round -yeah! Finally, every dog has its day, and the hoodoo that Liverpool can never beat Chelsea when Mourinho is in charge is debunked...ole! That itself is a big cause of celebration. What this means is that hopefully they are much closer to grabbing their title which is long, long overdue.
However, there are more bad news to comment, but I will just save this space for this one. Important enough because this breaks my heart but I will not regret - that is what I know.
To my special one, I have told you 2 weekends ago that I cannot be with you any longer, and this post in which you will read by now, is confirmation of that very fact. As it hurts me to say this, however much you like me, I cannot bring myself to absorb the fact that you are not willing to consider any of the suggestions that I have given you to make your life better. All that I can only see is that you are making excuses, all of them - and you are still what you are in square one, distrusting every single guy who comes close to you. I have tolerated you very deeply because I like you for who you are, but I suppose this is the last straw because you have not changed one bit for the better. As for me, I learn now that I must find my happiness with someone else, and sad to say, I do not think that you are the one for me...Perhaps others will scold me for being selfish for leaving you just like that, but I do what I must do. We can at most be close friends, but never a couple. I bless you in finding a way out of your misery which sad to say, I don't think I can be your solution to your woes. I am not worthy to continue this relationship...so...I hope this makes you think over, because at the end of the day, you must help yourself - otherwise you cannot get others to love you if you cannot learn to love yourself...take care...
For the rest who read this, please do not ask me further about this...this is the end of the 2 of us, as it shall be, will be and...forever...be....
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